none of my friends have a blogger, so i doubt anyone even reads or comments these. but of well...i think these random posts are for me more then anyone. i was never good at keeping journals anyway.
spring break ended last weekend. it was a really fantastic one, filled with times with surreal times with friends, panera, coveted patent pleather velcro shoes from zara's, work shifts with new organic orange butter rolls, and vitamin discount purchases of larabars. i also FINALLY completed my drivers ed course so i can finally get my license, i cleaned out my car a few days ago. nasty, nasty, nasty pollen covered and coffee lids permiated the floor. but i slapped my coexist bumper sticker on the back, and plan on getting a "save the florida manatee" license plate. my life is going to involve more travels to thrift stores and st. pete restaurants FER sure.

this weekend i went to view the new human bodies exhibit in tampa, once we got there i saw that sketchbooks were allowed inside, but cameras were not. well damn.


easters going to be fun, going to an egg hunt.

next weekend working the pet adoption expo for FVA. its going to be rewarding, i went a few years back and worked with the pug rescue booth. but its always a good feeling to find those pets a home.

i gotta write a few letters to friends out of state tonight.

i have -

new movie adoration: Låt den rätte komma in, or by the english title: let the right one in, really great swedish horror film, it was honestly like nothing i expected. i HIGHLY recommend it.




new lusted items: marc jacobs rainboots.
HAWtHAWtHAWT


i PARTICULARLY want these:


DUN.

lazyazz

wow.

it's funny how being unproductive can be so fulfilling and therapeutic sometimes. today i woke up had a bowl of cereal with soymilk and sat down.

i've only got up a handful of times to either grab a bottle of naked juice, or just get up and walk around a bit.

i watched about 3 episodes of six feet under,
i read a few chapters of jean genet,
i listened to some eckhart tolle's teaching, but i had to turn it off because him speaking so softly and slowly made me feel a little antsy. but i'm sure i'll come back to it later.

i had plans this afternoon, but i couldn't get a ride, and i'm sure the person i planned to do it with forgot i even mentioned it the other night. i'm going to make plans for tommorrow though, i feel like i need a good lunch and conversation.


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i wish i had $195 laying around my desk, because i would so totally purchase a toy watch.



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RANT: so i've been thinking, about the people in my life who are truly important to me. some of the ones who are the most important to me, dont even know it or don't believe it. and some of the ones who think they are important to me, really aren't. i know that makes me sounds so stingy and impersonable. but its the truth.

i realized i haven't really had a relationship thats lasted longer then 2 years and meant something. it seems like so many people have just come and gone, i wonder if it will ever mean anything, or it'll just be one of those habits. i'm not sure. i'd like to believe that once i get out of florida, things will change. im sure they will.

i feel as though the blogging world is taking over.

i spend minutes upon hours pouring over blogs dealing with celebrity's, politics, fashion, cinema, music and food. i never kept a journal when i was younger because i always felt as if my hands wrote enough, and that whatever i was dealing with inside my head would always be remembered. but i'd like to keep a place to post little snippets of my rants, occasional writings, lists (yes, i make a 167593484839394 lists a day), ideas and views on current issues, and maybe just to post an occasional jacket i want.

i'm not really sure what i'm doing here. but i never really do.